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 cheeky girl lot of ego dont care just lyk sis pedda puli..sucha person comiting suicide just cannot imagine

peddarikam anedi rendu vaipula padununna kathi ankunta sampadamo saavadamo

she might be unable to take the thng frm her father...i know she wud have cared a damn abt others..she neer cared me ;) i know for some reason she hated me..such a strong character..resorting to such measure..i cannot digest it..shud hav been hard fro them..sulochana sirisha anji naa jeevitham epudo raaseyapadindi

she shud have cried for her life unable take that brunt from her father did she feel she made a mistake? or did she want to punish her dad for ..i dk wt abt her mom and brother didnt she think of dem..certainly wud hav loved them..but taking her own life..knowing that wht she is drinking is poison nd dat too a sensitive girl lyk her of that age..y..anji thatha became life less after dat incident..he lost the will to live..which even worsened the accident..bava has gone enough for generations to come..luv u bava..i am just scared of u to console u..i was suffering from a disease and cannot contact u..atleast u cud hav contacted me..dats fine bava..i can understand but i luv u so much..we cud have made. a great pair during our us years..i missed it a lot..dallas dat weather..food..ur friendship..i totally lost everyone..became so alone....roaming in strange places roaming with strangers..fearinf fro lyf..all the time..dont have any clue wt iam doing y iam doing whera iam going..everything..i cud have taken gud care of u bava..i dont have any anger on u for rejecting proposal..it just coincided vth my disease...that mofo phakeera further made me rage with his awkward behaviour...jus lost my love fr u..making u smile wud have been a citizenship...i wrote a loving ltr to u on ur bday but u nvr replied..u dn know hw much i have put in to it..

miss u akka...i am still unable to digest dat u r no more and u took such a painful step to urself...had i been there you might not have taken dat decision..sucha harsh lyf hard to digest..i am unabel to bare the ignorance of my actions

sulochana anji sirisha....